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Sorry for the infrequent updates recently. I just thought I'd let you all know:

My life is an absolute mess at the minute.

I feel like I've been living a lie for the past decade, I haven't been getting enough sleep and when I do, I have these rather bizarre and oftentimes frightening dreams that end with me waking up screaming, I've been involuntarily starving and dehydrating myself because my head is so jumbled up that I literally forget to eat or drink anything and I live in constant fear of the outside because of how many crimes occur on a weekly basis in my neighboorhood.

In the past couple weeks, I've written and re-written my suicide note over eight times. The nihilistic side of my brain is getting the better of me. It never used to be like this. And I have no one that I feel like I can talk to.

So I'm sorry I haven't been around to inform you all sooner, but I just don't feel like I can go on much longer. I may be taking a break soon to recollect myself.

Sorry again.
Pheromone fetishist
The slab dangles from the line
It's all just ten to one
As white knuckles clasp the alloy
Attempted transcendence
To chase the everlasting flood
Confessed through the papyrus spill
Tree of life; you are the pesticide

The supposed omniscient are lost here
Variables trap the non-sensical mutterings
Esoteric resistance, the core is questioned
Where the sacred is shattered through
Deceptive orbiter, the magnesium God
The photon stare, the light crack glare
Obscured, the subtle shades elude
The intention from the meaning

Failure of the hivemind
Foiled the very meaning of closure
The creator, implanted anomaly
Will not reciprocate itself
The atlas fails the translation
Carving the gristle away to perfection
The obscene quadrilateral obsession
Splices away what is needed

It outstretches its fluorescence
The mislead deception of the cause
No emulsifier can cure this now
The very fabric of this commune
Stillborn, and fed to the masses
We are all the bone asymptote tearing
Synthetic leveller, forcing white tapestry
This is what will define us all

Let us retrace the prints in the bark
During the composition of rebirth
Spectacles littering the landscape
This spectrum sees no correlation
Sanctuary is found in the third-party pages
Eyes fixed through the tarpaulins
Perhaps they all sing to nothing
Artistic paramedic, midwife babel
Public transported to a namesake
Tessellations – contradictions
Zero-degree pointer exceptions?
A motherless child, lost in a different universe entirely

Earthen flesh, gaseous leviathan habitat
Stamp your message all across America, my friend!
Wait till after the second season
Childlike in interpretation
Will you please stop asking me?
Seen in books and on MOViE screens
Bring coven to repose on fifth rock
Smatterings of white lies

Death brings about a sickening curiosity
Octogrammarian twins
Underneath, their parent echelon
Orated vanity, probability ameliorated
Sion’s priory, forever set in stone
Vicious storms are predicted
Arcadia’s hands reach for the non-blinkers
Vitriolic matrimony attestation
Valleys slowly closing in, leave the arrogance
May you rest in peace

Communicate this glossoglottis
Mayhaps the end of the day
Antiquity at its most bemusing
The cloak you wear so well is hindering you
Four decades in a box does wonders for the s(k)in
It beats soft in the grave for a song
Twenty is the reason your arms are too short
Ink-stained compasses for you, darling
But did you really play by the rules?
Null (deciphered)
A previous piece I and a friend had written, but normal.
The entire piece is about unsolved ciphers, so we had decided to write it and then encode it, using a similar two-part cipher.

Anyway, this is the original decoded version.

Enjoy.
~DEADMEAT15
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Hey, Mama! I'm on TV! by DEADMEAT15
Hey, Mama! I'm on TV!
That little thing to the right there is the advert from ReverbNation for my EP. When they said it would be on websites like MTV, YouTube, eBay and stuff, I didn't believe them, but there it is.
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Incestuous protozoi
Clinging for continuation
On a dormant corpse
That traverses the black expanse
Aimlessly

Though those that throw shade may denounce me;
The very same subliminally hold belief in me
Outsourcing their hatred onto lesser-known
Who will w(e)ar a mask in red, white and blue
Among other shades
Begetting oblivion for the oblivious

Assigning the wrong syllables in nomenclature
Will leave half of my picture a blurry mess

Come into us the same way you will leave us
As that is all that really concerns us

No need (for first impressions)
Our onus is being
Silent vibrations to bind all flesh
Unheard by the rest of the nebulous infiniteness
Carried and cast out since our con(c/t)e(m)pt
Heralded as without use to anyone or anything
The only component is pure hatred
Holes for us to curl up and die in
Inexistence becomes the only comfort
Nonentities – blankness as far as we are allowed to see
Gnostics of the nothingness, killers of the divine
F. Wilhelm N.
This piece is brought to you by Meshuggah, Black Sheep Wall, Admiral Angry, Old Man Gloom, Intronaut, Car Bomb, ISIS (the band), Eyehategod, Cloudkicker, Dissipate, Buzzov•en and Gaza.

Enjoy.

~DEADMEAT15
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Sorry for the infrequent updates recently. I just thought I'd let you all know:

My life is an absolute mess at the minute.

I feel like I've been living a lie for the past decade, I haven't been getting enough sleep and when I do, I have these rather bizarre and oftentimes frightening dreams that end with me waking up screaming, I've been involuntarily starving and dehydrating myself because my head is so jumbled up that I literally forget to eat or drink anything and I live in constant fear of the outside because of how many crimes occur on a weekly basis in my neighboorhood.

In the past couple weeks, I've written and re-written my suicide note over eight times. The nihilistic side of my brain is getting the better of me. It never used to be like this. And I have no one that I feel like I can talk to.

So I'm sorry I haven't been around to inform you all sooner, but I just don't feel like I can go on much longer. I may be taking a break soon to recollect myself.

Sorry again.

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Josef Kirby
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United Kingdom
There's not a lot to say about me.

I'm a writer, musician and part-time screw-up.

I'm 21 years of age, with a taste for the odd, the unknown, the creepy and the downright fucked-up.

Should you get to know me, I'll be the best friend you never met.

There's not a lot to say about me.
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BlackBowfin Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for da faves, Josef.  Your support is awesome.  :)
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DEADMEAT15 Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome, though it's not as awesome as your work :)
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BlackBowfin Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks again, bud.  Trying not to over-spam your feed.  :)  
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DEADMEAT15 Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
Don't worry about over-spamming me, man. I'm thankful for every comment and favourite and badge I get. :)
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ButterBadger Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
hey thanks for all your support and favorites, really appreciate it. it's nice to know someone likes my writing. 
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DEADMEAT15 Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Not a problem.
You're an awesome writer, so there's no reason for me NOT to favourite them :)
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BlackBowfin Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks, bud.  Hope you're well.  :)
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BlackBowfin Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Hey bud.  Thank you much fo favin'.  :)
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